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Poetry ~ Love Unbounded

Love Unbounded


Life’s fragrance is the sweet scent of freedom
Of Love unbounded
Infinite in its expression
Eternal in its passion
Desire unleashed
Unfettered and Divine
Remembering everything
And holding back nothing

The fire of this Love
Ignites a timelessness
Burns within an ember
Of wholeness, of completeness

The wave of this Love
Accelerates, crescendos, and falls
Melding into One
All infiniteness of possibility

The light of this Love
Shines as a beacon to all
Enrapturing those
whom are within its very presence

Those whom deny this Love,
Do so running in fear
Those whom embrace this Love
Do so in utter ecstasy and bliss

Those whom attempt to search for it
Or hold it tightly in their grasp
Are eluded by its ever changing form

Those whom simply understand it just is,
Are delighted by the discovery
Of each moment revealing

Come meld into the arms of Love
Come meld into your beloved’s arms
The fire, the wave, the light
Shall carry you, carry you through the night

~ As given through Sprit in the hands of Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea June 18, 2009 in Sedona, Arizona

The Purple Pill ~ Activating the 8th Gate in Each Moment

Within the red pill or blue pill scenario of the Matrix, there are those whom choose spirituality or to come into spirituality for the reasons of either comfort (to feel better and in a way spiritually bypassing that which is free from 'feeling good') or to awaken (to come into who they really are or awaken into such). Then there are those of us whom choose to go beyond the Matrix of duality and into Source/Infinite Consciousness itself to where we are neither running away from something in spiritual bypassing nor attempting to awaken from anything, we simply choose BEing and doing within taking the purple pill~ which is simply BEing (and doing within right action of Source from that BEingness) spiritual simply because it is who we are as Soul and for no other reason just simply choosing such to choose as it is who we innately are and that from there the spiritualness, soulfulness we are and we all are simply flows within both/and consciousness, embracing it all within inclusivity of choice rather than decision (choice opens to infinite possibilities and simply choosing one within both/and, deciding is 'to cut off' all possibilities and is either/or consciousness such as to cut off ie suicide, homocide, genocide).

So many of you are aware from my post on myspace that I have an indirect connection to the Matrix film which has landed me in wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/EST_and_The_Forum_in_popular_culture so now I will take the concept of what is given in The Matrix a step further. In the Matrix, Neo is offered a choice~ take the red pill or the blue pill. In the words of Morpheus, "You take the blue pill and the story ends. You wake in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill and you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit~hole goes. Remember~ all I Am offering is the truth, nothing more." For many a year my homepage on my website has had a graphic that my eldest son created for me saying how far down the rabbit hole do you want to go? which came from both Alice in Wonderland and also the Matrix and my connection to it and is related to this as well that I now share~

If you look at electricity from the multi~dimensional soul perspective, the blue wire is considered the neutral wire, grounding (ie your story ending and waking up back in the Matrix grounding you in the neutralness of the Ground Hog Day over and over again of life where everything is just neutral and nothing changes it is the same this again and again, the definition of insanity). The red wire is that of the live current (ie moving into the vibrational frequency of infinite consciousness, going down the rabbit hole within multi~dimensions experiencing more than one dimension at one earthly time, the live current of Source moving through us as us). Equally from a magnetic perspective and soul perspective, red or live current to be the current of Source energy itself, like the red light therapy energy (infrared healing light) like the energy of the Sun Divine Masculine Energy, and blue the moon energy, Divine Feminine Energy, thus the two are the yin/yang within this earth dimension of perceived polarity magnetically drawing such to one another based upon magnetism of the Soul essence that merges and is then One with Source and is Source. We are magnoelectro within Soul nature as everything comes from and is vibrational frequency (magnetic) energy (electric).

Yet something I have jokingly said since before the Matrix first came out and I did the Landmark Forum (and subsequently the Advance Course, SELP, and even almost being a Landmark Teacher at one point) which is that due to the blue and red energies coming twogether as One within St. Germain's violet flame, what if there was no blue pill or red pill, what if they were combined and it became the purple pill? I said such jokingly based upon my favourite colour of course being purple, yet at the same moment during my death (NDE) in 1996 whence I was pregnant with my middle son (and long before the Matrix) and due to the fact that during that pregnancy at that time I had severe heartburn and was taking Nexium which had just come out for prescription at that time, I was already taking 'the purple pill' and thus had said at that point in a more seriousness of what was channeling through me at that time of this wisdom~ that the purple pill is actually transcending beyond the blue ray flame and the red ray flame of St. Germain and into the transcendance (trance sending dance) of Source, infinite consciousness. 

Purple after all in the earthly based chakra system (and even more so when you get into the multi~dimensional Chakra system I teach) is known as the colour of enLIGHTenment after all, and really is the royalty that is within of our connection to, with, and within Source rather than the royally earthly based. The rainbow is seen on this earth with the purple as the inner colour and red (and subsequently orange and yellow) on the outer realms to mean that as you are most seeking outside of yourself in the world of effects you are within concepts of security, safety, money, sex, greed, lust, all from seeking something or someone outside of you to 'get' those things. It is only when you come into the green or the heart chakra energy that you begin to go deeper within just as the colours of the rainbow come in deeper within thus the deeper slower shorter sine wave (brainwave) patterns rather than the higher more bigger, faster more erratic sine wave (brainwave) patterns of the red, yellow, orange of the Alpha, Beta, Theta brainwaves of the Matrix consciousness.

Whereas if you notice that the purple colour in the rainbow (the purple pill) is actually more in the inner part of the rainbow showing that the more you re~turn (remembering to turn within) within and to Source, the EnLIGHTenment is then you. This then brings you into multi~dimensional consciousness where you are lucidly within the brainwave pattern vibrational frequencies of Delta, Epsilon, Lambda (and for those whom are gamers who reach it the other way through Gamma and HyperGamma as I teach in my Meditational Hypnosis course of the 8 main brainwave patterns which none really know about yet as most only know of the first three of Beta, Alpha, and Theta) that in such deeper brainwave states you are actually able to be lucidly conscious of more than one dimension at one time and can do such in your waking state not just in your dream state. In this way you are dreaming awake in more than one dimension at one earthly time consciously, something known as bi~location (or multi~dimensional location). There are infinite possibilities that can be experienced beyond the spectrum of this earth dimension and these earthly colours that are seen through the Matrix.

This is the magic of taking The Purple Pill. 

So I offer you a choice~ You take the blue pill and the story ends. You wake in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill and you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit~hole goes. Or you can take just one step, Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness and into R.E.S.T. (Remembering, Embracing, and Soulfully Treasuring) within the spiritual being you are having this human experience and within that human experience also Remembering, Embracing, and Soulfully Treasuring the spiritual being you already and always are, and you can take the purple pill and transcend into the multi~dimensions of Spirit (Source) and into who you are as Soul through your Akasha, Akashic Records. Remember~ all I am offering is the truth of your Soul and the infinite consciousness of Source, nothing more. What pill do you choose? ~Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea 02 February 2007

AbSOULute Love ~ Soulful Love

AbSOULute Love ~ Soulful Love
Current mood: AbSOULute Love
Category: AbSOULute Love Life

"Anything that we are free from loving,
we repeat until we resonate within
Absoulute Love for, of, in, and with" ~ The Universe

"Absoulute Love is All That Is ~ believe in it,
live it, embrace it, accept it, gift it, receive it ~
then watch it unfold like a beautiful rose as it
blooms in the dew of the spring. You are the
miracle that you have been waiting to occur,
as The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic
Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of
All That Is nestles you within its arms" ~ The Universe


"Absoulute Love is but the discovery of our soul within other souls
as we are One Soul and the delightment in the rememberings of the
light of who we are as that One Soul" ~ The Universe



The Core of the Soul ~
The Soul Remembering Through Life
Experience in Absoulute Love
~


Absoulute Love. It is the purest and simplest of Soul Rememberings we are gifted within this Life Experience here on this earth dimension. And yet, for so many souls, it is within our illusionary perception, appears to be the most difficult of all of the Soul Rememberings to treasure.

The questions can be asked then: What is this thing called Absoulute Love anyway? What is it that calls us to Absoulute Love? And why does Absoulute Love exist?

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing or Spirit has shared with me during my own initiations into what we call here on this earth dimension as Spiritual Ascended Mastery or Spiritual Oneness, that Absoulute Love is free from any definition, as it just IS. In attempting to describe what IS as Absoulute Love, it IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of the Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is. It is the ultimate experience and expression of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or All That Is. It is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss.

Absoulute Love, or as Spirit has gifted me with ~ Ab Soul ute Love is a feeling. It is the complete Soulful Love that we experience that is a feeling of soul fullness in love. As Spiritual Soul BEings in the Spiritual Universe, we are free from the experience of feeling as all is simply an all inclusive inner wisdom. This is one of the reasons then we choose to come to this earth dimension, to choose the experience of feeling. Absoulute Love is a feeling, a feeling that just is. Absoulute Love is a feeling free from e~motion.

The Call to Absoulute Love

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares that it is then once we have Remembered, Embraced, and Soulfully Treasured a Soul Remembering Through Life Experience and also embracing it and treasuring it through the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Forgiveness which gift us with Infinite 6ratitude, that we then return full infinite circle to the space of Absoulute Love for all, with all, and of all. Thus we are then treasuring the experience of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love.

What is it though that calls us to this feeling of Absoulute Love? If, as The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares with us that Absoulute Love, IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is, that it is the ultimate experience of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or with All That Is, that it is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss, then what is it that calls us to this so deeply within the soul?

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing reveals that what calls us to Absoulute Love is 6ratitude. What is 6ratitude? Have we really remembered within our soul what soulful 6ratitude really means on this earth dimension in this LIFE Experience? We have been "taught" that 6ratitude (The 'G' Infinite Circle of 6ratitude ~ which is that of the number 6 for the letter 'G' in 6ratitude for All That Is) is to say "thank you" when we receive a birthday gift or a Christmas gift or anything we deem or another soul deems as a gift. Spirit shares that there have been some very well meaning souls in our lives that when we were children "taught" us this. Spirit reveals though, that this way of BEing in 6ratitude is "taught" rather than remembered within the soul, meaning that it comes from an Ego Self of the Soul perception of obligation, expectation, and forceableness rather than from the 6ratitude that comes from deep within the soul. The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing imparts the wisdom that 6ratitude is a FEELing that is free from BEing "taught", that 6ratitude is a FEELing we FEEL from deep within the soul. We are free from BEing able to "teach" 6ratitude.

When 6ratitude is coming from a sense of obligation, expectation, and forceableness, that this form of 6ratitude resides within The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms that were "taught" or forced upon us as a child to believe, such as when another soul gifts us with for example a birthday or holiday gift, that we "should" say thank you whether we really feel it from within the soul or not because it is the "right" thing to do. Likewise, when we gift another soul a gift then, we "expect" that we are to receive some form of 6ratitude from that soul in the way of a verbal thank you, or a thank you card, or a phone call etc. This then goes back to the Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me. Spirit shares then that this form of 6ratitude that resides within The Ego Self of the Soul is 6ratitude that is illusionarily disguised within The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and of Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me, which simply what is is that this is free from being 6ratitude at all, that it is what is, and what is is the illusionary Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and of Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me, rather than 6ratitude felt from deep within the soul.

Spirit souliloquizes that 6ratitude that comes from the heart of the soul is the 6ratitude that one FEELS from within when gifted a gift from a soul, beit a birthday present, a Soul Remembering, a physical gift or spiritual gift or a gift in any of its infinite forms. 6ratitude from the heart of the soul as a whole, is when we merge The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and forceableness into the Soul as a Whole, into the resonance of FEELING the awe, the wonder, the delightment within when another has gifted us with a gift, in whatever and in whichever of the infinite forms that it comes from. 6ratitude's essence comes from the heart of Absoulute Love, the soulful love that we FEEL that comes over us like a wave from the ocean, which gifts us with a washing over FEELing of Absoulute Love and thankfulness for this soul and the gift that they have gifted to us. This is the 6ratitude of and in Absoulute Love that what we call here on this earth dimension as manners is based upon. This is the 6ratitude that the very well meaning souls who attempted to "teach" us through The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms were gifting us in this earth dimension of duality with the opposite of so that we may remember that of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude. This is the 6ratitude represented within the number 6 within an infinite cosmic circle that emanates from the soul expressed within it infinite forms and of which we brought forth to our first Life Experience here on Lemuria. This is the 6ratitude that Spirit speaks of that we reside within in Lemuria that we are in this moment invited to bring forth from Lemuria and gift it here on this earth dimension.

It is a FEELing that comes from within, a feeling we just FEEL, free from needing to be forced or cajoled. And if we are choosing to be free from feeling this Absoulute Love and 6ratitude when another soul gifts us a gift, then it is simply a reminder to us to get back in touch with this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude and in Absoulute Love ~ to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within Absoulute Love and 6ratitude from the heart and from the soul; two BEing as One as the heart of the soul the FEELing of awe, wonder, and delightment of another soul and the gifts that they gift to us. These are the manners then of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude of a FEELing that comes from within that we can gift and show other souls and to our children, two BEing as One as we are all the children of the Universe.

I was reminded of this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude and Absoulute Love when my oldest son received a birthday card from his grandmama and grandpa. The card came just a couple of earth dimension days after his physical birthday and he had been free from calling in the obligatory sense of calling to say 'thank you' for the card and the gift of monetary abundance that he received. My former husband over the course of the next five earth dimensional days had made a point of saying in several moments to my oldest son how he "should" call to say thank you. Chris being free from coming into that space of Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love for the gift received yet, free from FEELing this was choosing to be free from calling, as when he called he wished to do so free from a sense of obligation or expectation, but rather from FEELing it from within.

Intuitively I sensed this and I also sensed that my son's hesitation came from the perception that he perceived that this gift and card that was gifted to him came from a sense of obligation from his grandparents maybe experiencing the "have to's" of having to gift him with something simply because it was his birthday rather than it being a gift of Absoulute Love from the heart of their souls because they love him. Some moments when we are residing within this resonance of The Ego Self of the Soul of doubt, we are then unable to perceive that a gift may be gifted to us simply from Absoulute Love, but that we believe that it is gifted out of obligation or expectation. Some moments a gift can be gifted to us for both reasons, two BEing as One, from a sense of obligation and expectation that someone somewhere said we are to gift a present on a birthday and from a sense of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude of the heart of the soul. However, in whatever manner it is gifted is free from being the key, it is within the FEELing of Absoulute Love and Infinite 6ratitude that we FEEL when it is gifted or when we FEEL it from within whenever that may be in earth dimensional time, that we can then FEEL from within the desire to thank another soul for the gift.

As such, my son was free from coming into this resonance at that moment, and Aaron felt that he "should" be within this resonance immediately simply because he said so and because Chris should out of obligation and expectation because it is the "right" thing to do. Thus, former husband had what we would call as a huge Ego Fit over the matter. So much so that I kindly made the request for him to go take a drive to cool off. Within his Ego Fit he said things much like I would say within who I was choosing to BE before I to resonate within, R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within Spirit's wisdom of things like "You (meaning me) are not teaching them manners! What kind of parent are you?!" and "I am so sick of this sh~~!" and "It is always this way with you" and "You are just so perfect and it is always me who is the "bad guy"!" and so on.

Later, I calmly shared with my former husband as I did so calmly during this Ego Fit he was choosing to experience, that his reaction was an Ego Self of the Soul anger in response to automatic conditioned programming that he had been "taught" about what 6ratitude means rather than FEELing 6ratitude within Absoulute Love from the heart of the soul. That he was free from really being angry with Chris or me for that matter but from choosing to be within an illusion of experiencing upsetness within BEing shifted into a resonance that his soul is already within the inner wisdom of but that is free from shining forth to him because of his choice to remain within the forgetfulness of the Ego Self of the Soul. That by merging The Ego Self of the Soul's anger into the tool that it is, for us to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within The Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love and 6ratitude, that we Step Into Spiritual Oneness, we are then that Spiritual Oneness that comes to the inner wisdom that 6ratitude and Absoulute Love are felt from within the soul and when it is, it is then we can say the 'thank you' if we so choose as it then comes from Absoulute Love and 6ratitude rather than an Ego Self of the Soul expectation and obligation.

I even shared with him that I had sent his mom a Mother's Day card via email free from it being out of a sense of obligation or expectation, as he was unaware I had even done so, and that I did so from a resonance of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude to his mum for the gift that she is and for the gift that she gifts me with in each moment ~ that of the beautiful soul that she is and that of her son whom I Absoulutely Love so dearly. I sent this card free from ever expecting a 'thank you' or an obligatory card back or any expectation of illusionary recognition from him, which was why I was free from saying anything. I sent this in Absoulute Love and 6ratitude free from expecting anything in return, which Spirit shares that when we gift another soul with a gift in any of its infinite forms that we choose to freely, free from expecting anything in return and free from expecting any form of recognition for gifting such a gift, as seeking recognition resides within The Ego Self of the Soul of an 'I am better than you are, look at me' resonance.

I was free from ever receiving that official obligatory 'thank you' from my former husband's mum and I was grateful for this as well because within Multi~Dimensional traveling (which Spirit shares the wisdom within the Spiritual Treasure Gift (Chapter) in Infinity of the "how" to Multi~Dimensionally travel so that we may be able to see free from The Ego Self of the Soul's have to's of having to see with the physical eyes something), seeing her smiling face as she read this card was all of the 6ratitude I desired. I was free from The Ego Self of the Soul's need to 'have to' see physically her appreciation and 6ratitude for this gift, for I experience within me the inner knowing and inner wisdom that within her soul that she is grateful for the gift that I gifted her. This Soul Remembering, the gifting of this card to his mum and the event that was occurring within our home that earth dimensional evening in and of itself is a gift, with the wisdom that I was bringing forth to him, to my children and to all in this moment who are reading this is free from about me being "better than" any other soul. It comes from the inner wisdom of the soul that we all share, that is being brought forth from Spirit through me for all to share in delightment, wonder, awe, Absoulute Love and 6ratitude if we so choose to .

Within this event occurring, I was also reminded too of Bubbe (my former husband's grandmother) whom while she was physically here on this earth dimension within physical presence would always say that if the kids, as she called our children, were free from wishing to come over and gift her a hug or a kiss or a thank you that this was ok as she understood as she would say 'I do not desire them to feel obligated, I desire them to come over because they desire to, not because I desire them to or anyone else desires them to. Just seeing them, seeing their faces light up, that they are happy and enjoying life when I give them a gift or when they are in my presence is all I desire to see to know that they are happy and that they enjoy the gift and enjoy life".

I also shared with him Spirit's wisdom that we are free from being able to force another soul to FEEL within them Absoulute Love and 6ratitude, or something from within them that they are choosing to be free from feeling. That if and when they so choose to feel this from within them, that so they shall. It is free from being up to us to force or cajole this as this creates the illusion of taking away a soul's Divine Free Choice, and that we are free from ever 'taking away' another's Divine Free Choice unless they choose unconsciously or consciously to gift it to us. And that in this case, since my son was choosing to be free from gifting this to my former husband, that it is within my son's choice when he so chooses to feel this and if he so chooses to feel this then he shall. That I am free from 'having to' "teach" him anything, that manners are designed to remind us of what it within our soul. And by modeling this FEELing of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude when my former husband or I receives a gift and also letting them know of Spirit's wisdom is all Aaron or I can or any one soul can do or BE for another soul to share what Absoulute Love and 6ratitude FEELS like.

However, it is up to my son, as well as, up to all souls to choose to FEEL this, all we can do and BE is modeling this for another soul. And if another soul chooses to be free from remembering, embracing, and treasuring this, that I nor Aaron nor any one soul can force another soul to do or be so. And that if our children choose to be free from feeling this within or anything within their soul; that it is free from being a reflection of who we are choosing to BE as a Spiritual Soul BEing. It is a reflection of that if we are choosing to be within The Ego Self of the Soul's e~motions of upset or angry over these illusionary axioms of expectation and obligation that it is then a reflective reminder invitation to us from Spirit to go within to see what it is that we are free from being thankful for in the moment within our own LIFE and to choose to be in 6ratitude for.

The inner wisdom from Spirit is that they invite us to begin this infinite circular cycle of 6ratitude by taking a moment to BE thankful for everything in our LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience): from the blade of grass….… to the seed and the earth dimensional dirt that created that blade of grass……. to the water that refreshes that blade of grass ……. to the sun that helps that grass to grow……. to the soul whom mows that blade of grass……. to the lawn mower that assists that soul to mow that blade of grass……. to the nuts and bolts that go into creating that lawn mower so that the a soul can mow the grass……. to the souls whom make those nuts and bolts....... And so forth. Spirit invites us to view all of LIFE, every detail, even what we deem here as the illusion of "bad" things in 6ratitude. For The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing says that even within the of illusion of something that is perceived within this earth dimension perception of duality as "good" or "bad", "right" or "wrong", there is 6ratitude, as events are just as all things are rememberings ~ Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that we are being invited to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within while we are here on this earth dimension; Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that we chose to come here to learn before we incarnated on this earth dimension.

6ratitude for all, including what it is we desire gifts birth to its' creation even before in earth dimensional time that its creation occurs. When we say "I am 6rateful for the abundance, Absoulute Love, Bliss (and so on) in my life" activates this that we desire, placing what we desire into passionate dobeingness, into action, creating it even before we see it within this earth dimension we call a reality. When we are within a resonance that what we desire is already and always with us and within us, then our statement, our intention, our prayer, our manifestation is then one of Infinite 6ratitude for what IS, for what it is that we already and always experience.

When I received this channeled wisdom from Spirit, it was gifted to me along with the remembering of when I was a child, that my mum would often ask us to do something such as the dishwasher by saying to us "Thank you for doing the dishwasher" or "Thank you for taking care of the dishes". To which of course we would respond "But mom, we have not done anything yet", to which she would say "I know". And yes, indeed she did know. She knew with the inner wisdom that of what Spirit shares with us here that by gifting thanks for that of which we already and always have, just as my mom gifted thanks to us for doing dishes that appeared to be free from being done, actually activated the process for this to be so in her experience and other souls experiences as well.

We have all met souls within infinite form from a flower who gifts us with its beauty or a soul in physical form who has gifted our soul back to us in reflection of who they are BEing, and infinitely other souls who have had a profound effect on our life experience. Meeting them has transformed us in some way. These souls have in some way assisted us to develop some potentials of awareness or potentials of consciousness. Think of a soul within any infinite form who has been this for you. Do you still feel 6ratitude? What you have been gifted with continues to be a creative gifting force within our lives as long as we choose to experience it as a continued sense of 6ratitude and an Absoulutely loving response to it. This keeps it active, this keeps it alive. Therefore Absoulute Love and 6ratitude are free from being "only" a momentary thing that we do when we are gifted a birthday present or anything. 6ratitude and Absoulute Love are infinite and ever present which is what creates it as such a gift! Hence we can be and are within Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love infinitely as an ever constant present or presence.

Falling in Absoulute Love, whether it be with another soul as a friend or a romantic relationship, or whether it is the falling in Absoulute Love with a flower or a tree or anything and everything ~ falling in Absoulute Love is a remembering of what it FEELS like to BE that very Spiritual Soul BEing expressed within the infinite form of the very thing we are in Absoulute Love with. Spirit shares that we may be free from BEing consciously aware of this, but this is what it means to fall in Absoulute Love, to fall 'in love' as we call it. Thus, we are infinitely falling in Absoulute Love continuously, instantaneously, and simultaneously with All That Is expressed within its infinite forms of another Spiritual Soul BEings in physical form, a dog, a chair, a show or movie we watch, anything and everything, even our soul! Falling in Absoulute Love with our soul is free from resonating within an Ego Self of the Soul resonance of conceit. Falling in Absoulute Love with our soul is just as Absoulute Love IS ~ it IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of the Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is. It is the ultimate experience and expression of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or All That Is. It is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss and of experiencing this within our soul.

Spirit conveys that once we are consciously aware of and participate consciously within FEELing (which is where the FUN or FEELing Universal kNowledge emanates from) this resonance of Absoulute Love, then it is natural to BE within Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love in All, for All, of All and with All, and to see all of the Absoulute Love and 6ratitude that is already in our LIFE, as we are Absoulute Love and 6ratitude infinitely and Absoulute Love and 6ratitude is us infinitely, two BEing as One. It is this resonance of 6ratitude that calls us to Absoulute Love and that Absoulute Love calls us to 6ratitude within an infinite cosmic circle of The Universal Source of All That Is. The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing asks ~ When the Absoulute Love through 6ratitude phone rings though, will we answer the call?

Gifting & Receiving Absoulute Love

For some of the souls here on this earth dimension, we are able to gift Absoulute Love what we perceive as easily to other souls. Spirit says that there are moments in which we perceive we are gifting Absoulute Love but it is in the form of the disguise of conditions, or expectations of how we think other souls should be. This form of gifting is that of conditional love, whereby if the soul acts or is being within how we think they should be within our perception, then we gift that soul love. If they are being something other than what we deem in our perception that they are "supposed to" be, then we attempt to provide the illusion of "withholding" our love.
For the souls whom have Remembered, Embraced, and Soulfully Treasured this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love, then this Absoulute Love is an constant flowing resonance that they choose to BE in, a way of BEing, a way of LIFE. Receiving and giving are One in the co~creative forces of the Universe and of LIFE. It is from this sense of 6ratitude that we are in Ah! Or Awe! with, for, and of LIFE when we are resonating in a resonance of Absoulute Love. When we are within this ambiance of Absoulute Love that it is seamlessly, effortlessly flowing from within our soul to other souls to the Universe and then comes again to us in a continuous circle or cycle of Absoulute Love.

For the souls whom live in the perception of an axiom that Absoulute Love was free from ever being shown to them in their lives here on this earth dimension, these souls choose The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole" of choosing the illusion of "withholding" their Absoulute Love. I should know this phenomenon quite well, as I once chose to BE this soul. The illusionary reason that I chose to reside within the illusion of "withholding" gifting Absoulute Love was because I felt that I was unworthy of receiving it, and if I was unworthy of receiving it, then why should anyone else receive it, especially from me. This was what I believed within The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole" when I chose to live in the illusion that I was separate, disconnected from every soul, from everything. As Spirit writes of within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Choice, there was a moment in my Life Experience here where I 'decided' or cut off all possibility of Absoulute Love in my LIFE. As a part of the game of LIFE, I 'decided' while resonating within The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole", that I was 'not good enough or worthy enough' to receive Absoulute Love. For me, this occurred when I was six earth dimensional years old. When I was six earth dimensional years old, I was a great speller of the earth dimension's English language and had won the spelling bee at school. I came home with a certificate saying I won and my mother was very proud of me and happy and she said "You should show this to your father when he gets home".

Now as an adult, spiritually speaking, I recognize in this moment that my father is the type of person that when he comes home, his form of meditation to wind down from what he considers to be a 'long day at work' is to sit down in front of the tele in his favorite chair, read the mail, and just veg out, as his form of meditation. But as a six year old, whom had been on this earth dimension for such as short amount of what we call as earth dimension time, I was free from knowing and understanding this wisdom, as coming from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is that we are and emanate from, we are free from this concept as all is inclusively One sense of inner wisdom and this is who I was choosing to BE as a six year old having been free from discovering and embracing completely the earth dimensional duality Ego Self of the Soul. So when I came running into the room just after dad had come home that earth dimensional night and was in his chair looking at the mail with his meditative focus on that, and me waving my certificate around, he was free from even ever acknowledging me. It was then and there in that moment that I realized the earth dimensional duality Ego Self of the Soul perceiving itself as separate, that said I was 'not good enough' ~ not good enough to receive his Absoulute Love, and therefore, I must not be worthy of receiving any Absoulute Love. From that moment on I set out in my life to "prove" that I was 'not good enough'.

Therefore, when events would occur to bring forth a Soul Remembering, such as the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love through events such as kids picking on me at school or this soul would not play with me or be my friend, rather than choose to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within the Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience, I would experience the thoughtenergy to myself of (and some moments in an Ego Fit Rabbit Hole tantrum out loud) "SEE! Look at what THEY did, SEE I am not good enough, see they will not be my friend or they pick on me etc..." Later in life it was with my former husband who was then my boyfriend, when we were physically separated when I became pregnant with my son and he was in the illusion of believing that he was free from being ready to be a father, again rather than R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love, it was "See I am not good enough, he left me".

Thus, from the moment of being that six year old, I began to prove over and over again within The Ego Self of The Soul perceiving myself as separate from in Absoulute Love and from All That Is, that I was 'not good enough'. For many earth dimensional years I became quite skilled at playing the role of the illusionary victim and seeking out other souls to bring with me into The Ego Self of the Soul Rabbit Hole that I was choosing to create. In fact, I became so good at it that I had a friendship with a soul at one moment in my LIFE in which, our sole or Soul Purpose for being friends, our Soul Purpose for being brought together was for us to spend money and to sit while our children played together and have Ego Self of the Soul Rabbit Hole fits about our perception of how horrible our husbands were and how horrible life is and so on! In essence, for many earth dimension years I was living my life as a six year old! It was when I went through a weekend spiritual seminar that began the five year earth dimension period of what we call here as the initiation of Ascended Mastery or Spiritual Oneness, in which I would choose to remember continuously many Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that would gift to me the rememberings of the soul for who I am BEing in this moment.

The Illusion That We Are Separate From Absoulute Love

Spirit shares with us that we somehow fear and believe that we are "unworthy enough" to receive Absoulute Love and it is this axiom within the soul that we seem to choose to call our own, as we hold onto this axiom as if it is ours that we are unconscious to that keeps us from knowing, experiencing, gifting, and receiving Absoulute Love which is why events occur in our LIFE, to awaken and re~awaken us to remember the Soul Rememberings that we have chosen to forget as a part of playing this game of LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience).

It is within the believing in this axiom of "I am unworthy of Absoulute Love" Spirit imparts, that has us create a perceptional illusion of proving over and over again that we are unworthy. So just as who I once was choosing unconsciously to BE, we seek out relationships and events to prove that illusion of The Ego Self of the Soul that says that we are indeed separate from every soul, separate from All That Is, and unworthy of Absoulute Love. It is that we somehow believe that we are something other than always, in All Ways connected that causes us to experience the illusionary perceived e~motional disconnection, which is what then causes the illusional e~motional discontent or dis~ease, a being free from BEing at ease within, to occur.

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares with us that the reason that we experience the e~motion at moments like we are encased in a shell in our LIFE is because we feel that somehow we are disconnected from other souls and disconnected from All That Is, from the Universal Source that we came from and emanate from, which creates an illusion that we have a disconnection within us, with our soul. It is just that mere illusion that we are somehow other than The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is that we are and emanate from and that we are disconnected and unloved, that keeps us experiencing the e~motion that we are something other than connected. And it is our choice to stay in the illusion of disconnection that keeps us from being connected, from being All That Is or to step into and BE what we already and always, In All Ways, are ~ Spiritual Oneness and Absoulute Love.

BEing Absoulute Love

How do we shift this? How do we come to a resonance of Absoulute Love? As Spirit invited us earlier, they share that it is through 6ratitude that we are Absoulute Love. However, in being in 6ratitude within an illusionary 'seeking out' Absoulute Love in this way, Spirit says we tend to look outward for Absoulute Love rather than inward. Thus in this shifting into a resonance of Absoulute Love, the shift comes from within. It is seeing ourselves as worthy, valuable, Absoulutely Loveable (Loveable meaning able to be Absoulute Love) within our soul. We are worthy of relationships that genuinely honor the light of who we are. We deserve all of the wonder and the awe of All That Is in the Universal for this Life Experience.

Why do we deserve this? Why does Absoulute Love exist? Because this is the very essence of who we and emanate from. Because we emanate from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and we are The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love, therefore we are free from BEing anything other than Absoulute Love. This Absoulute Love for our soul is free from resonating within a resonance of The Ego Self of the Soul perceiving itself as separate and in Axiom with that Absoulute Love of our soul is somehow selfish or conceited. It comes from an inner wisdom in knowing that we are all Divine BEings coming from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and is of, for, with, in and BEing Divine Absoulute Love.

How can we BE this? The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing brings forth the wisdom that it is within the enlightenment that shows us that since we emanate from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and we are The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love, then how can we be anything other than already and always, In All Ways, connected to Spirit and receiving their guidance clearly, and how can we be anything other than Absoulute Love? Spirit invites us to BE that of who we are, BE Absoulute Love ~ BE ever presently seeing the beauty and the Absoulute Love within us and let it shine from within us just like a beacon of light from a lighthouse.

Appreciate how wonderfully beautiful you are, as you are an expression of the Divine light. Breathe this in, take a deep breath in and feel this message fill your soul, your spirit. Feel the beautiful light of who you are as it flows from just about a foot above the diadem or crown of the head, all the way through the physical body to the feet, and then all the way to your heart center which is where the soul resides and then encircling your aura. Truly know with a deep sense of inner knowing, inner wisdom and truly feel with the feeling that comes from the very depth of your soul, getting in touch with every part of your soul remembering that of what your soul already does know and is within infinite all inclusive wisdom of but has chosen to forget in coming here to play this game called LIFE ~ that free from any shred of doubt, free from any hesitation, that you are a radiant Beacon of Infinite Light and Absoulute Love, an expression of Divine Absoulute Love, Infinite Light, and Beauty, and that you are All That Is.

Spirit invites us to nurture the spiritual child within us, the spiritual child of our soul. They say that within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love that the reason that we may experience the illusion of having trouble embracing our own inner spiritual child with Absoulute Love is that we in The Ego Self of the Soul create the illusion of fear, that we somehow fear the bliss that comes from BEing Absoulute Love. That we fear that we can BE, gift, and receive Absoulute Love and that if we are to take that one step, just that one step into Spiritual Oneness, stepping into and gifting that Absoulute Love to our inner child of our soul, that our light will come beaming through, and that it is the Infinitely Spiritual Soul BEing of Light that we are that we are illusionally fearful of.
Within The Ego Self of the Soul perceiving ourselves as separate our deepest fear is free from being that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are ambrosial beyond measure. It is our light, rather than The Ego Self of the Soul that we perceive that frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, All wise and all knowing, talented, and magnificent?" Actually, why are we free from BEing so? We are an inner child of the Spiritual Oneness of All That Is. We will be free from serving and gifting the Universe, all within the Universe, and all within this earth dimension by playing the game of BEing small.

Enlightened we are free from living in the illusion of shrinking our spirit, shrinking our soul, so that other souls will be free from experiencing the e~motion of BEing insecure around us .We are all meant to shine, just as children do. We are born to co~create the awe~inspiring beauty of Absoulute Love, of All That Is that is within us, simply because this is who we are. This is why we chose to incarnate here ~ to experience, to gift, to receive, to remember that of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love. Spirit or Divine Consciousness dwells within our soul. It is the essence of LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience) and we always, in All Ways, have an unbroken lifeline to the Universal Source of which we emanate from, regardless of how small or dim that connection we may perceive it within The Ego Self of the Soul as separate to illusionarily be.

Would we ask a flower to be something other than a flower? A flower is a flower because this is what is, a flower. We are free from being able to ask it or make it be a tree or a mountain. And if we understand this, then we can understand that who we are is an Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing of Infinite Absoulute Love in Spiritual Oneness with all, of all, in all and for all. And who are we to ask or pretend to be something that we are free from being? This is that of the hypnocrite that Spirit write of within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Choice, that of attempting to be something we are free from being. Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing of Infinite Absoulute Love in Spiritual Oneness with all, of all, in all and for all is free from being just within some of us; it is within every soul. And as we let our own light shine, we consciously gift other souls the gift of choosing to BE the same. As we are liberated from our own illusionary fears blending The Ego Self of the Soul into the Whole of our Soul, into Spiritual Oneness, our presence automatically liberates other souls with whom we touch, move, and inspire by and with our inner light.

It is when we choose the choice to know within our inner wisdom that we are worthy of receiving Absoulute Love that then the channel is opened and we see, feel, and BE Absoulute Love within the infinite forms as it reveals itself to us, as the illusion that we are disconnected and unable to receive has then fallen away, leaving us with the connection to Spirit to All That Is, to the pure joy and bliss of Absoulute Love.

Spirit invites us then to choose that we are good enough and we are worthy to receive their guidance and to receive Absoulute Love simply because we have taken a view of all other possibilities and choose then that we are worthy of spirits guidance and Absoulute Love, because we are All That Is, because we come from All That Is. And if we come from All That Is, then how can we be anything less than worthy of receiving Absoulute Love from Spirit and from all the plethora of forms it comes in. We are worthy of Absoulute Love because we are Absoulute Love.

Absoulute Love is inviting you to experience all that this Absoulute Love has in store for you. Do you accept love's invitation? We hope you do.

Gifting, Receiving, and BEing Absoulute Love calls us to open our heart and LIFE to all the gifts waiting for us that this Absoulute Love has to gift. It gifts us with the treasure of Infinite Soulful Bliss and Spiritual Oneness. Thank you for receiving the Absoulute Love of the Universe so generously in this moment. Welcome to the heart of the soul of Absoulute Love. Life is an experience, free from being about arriving at a destination. So too, is Absoulute Love a journey, free from being about arriving at destination, as we already are Absoulute Love.

Keep shining your light as you are SO beautiful dearest friends:)

May your life be filled with many blessings of Absoulute Love (soulful love ~ Ab SOUL ute Love), Infinite Light, Peace, & Bliss always, In All Ways.

~Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea

Why Are We Here?

Why Are We Here?
Current mood:  peaceful
Category: Life

Dearest Friends ~

I wish to share with you in this moment a post from a dear friend of mine here on myspace's blog and the response that I gifted her. Thank you dearest Becci for your questions, for they help all of us to remember the soul of who we are....May this guide you on your spiritual journey through this life experience dearest friends:)

[14 Sep 2006 | Thursday] - 9:29 PM
Somewhat overwelming

Since my trip and all my new life experiences ... It has sparked another burst of energy driving me to seek more friends that are enlightened and on the same quest that I am seeking to travel , I must say within the last 24 hours has been the most profound today especially -- I have really been in tune with the universe and it has been grand - I have received alot of new information and though it is honored and recieved I am getting overwelmed .. and it brings up so many MORE new questions ...

If we are serving a higher being ... but we are all one (god) then WHO are we serving ? I dont understand that ???

If we will always be on a quest and this one just takes us to the next one then why do we keep on with the quest?

If we have no knowledge of who we were then what use is the quest if we never know we have reached our finish line?

and how will we know we have finished?

Oh boy .......... I dunno .........

If this is a dream and we wake up then that should be it ? But as I understand it .. we might have more to do when we wake up ... so if we think we have awoken then what will there be to do next ?

uggghhhh !
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My Response....

Dearest Becci ~

So many questions you have dearest friend, much more than I can write here. However, I will try to write what I can here briefly. For more extensive, you can email me and also I invite you to read the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book as it will gift you with the answers you seek and transform you in ways you may be free from ever imagining. Spirit speaks to me and through me as we are One, within Spiritual Metaphors and Acronyms alot, so we may come to understand and remember what it is we already and always, In All Ways know.....

We are One, One GOD (Gift Of Divinty) and we are here to experience. We are here to be in service to, for, with, in, and within All; all souls within physical human form and within the infinite forms such as a tree, a chair, a flower, a dog, and so on as we are One with ALL. In being in service to all we are in service to us, or everything as everything is US ~ Universally Spiritual, A Revolving Experience of, A Revolving Expression of GOD, the Gift Of Divinity that we ARE. We are ALL mirrors of each other, thus we are in service with, to, and through the infinite expressions of our souls which show up for us in life as other souls, other what we call things (chairs, computers and such), and also show up within trees, animals, flowers, that show up as everything. So we are in service within the infinite expressions of who we ARE (A Revolving Experience of, A Revolving Experience of who we are as GOD the Gift Of Divinity).

We are on an infinite quest, and yes this life experience blends into the next one and the next as they are free from being in linear succession, as all lives are occurring instantaneously and simultaneously as One. It is One life within infinite expression of what we call here on this earth dimension in linear time as lifetimes. Why keep on this quest? For the FUN (Feeling Universal kNowledge) of the game we call LIFE (Living Infinitely From Existence and Living Infinitely From Experience the two BEing as One). We are here to R.E.S.T., Re~member or experience the memory of, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure the GOD, the Gift Of Divinty we ARE, A Revolving Experience of, A Revolving Expression of.

Our soul is here to exist and experience, and when we are through existing and experience in this life experience, we transform into another infinite form, in that of a flower, a chair, a rug, a tree, or another physical body. This is infinite because our soul's purpose is to experience and remember who we are within playing this game called LIFE here on this earth dimension. We are free from having a "finish line", we are free from having any destination to "get to" we are simply here because we choose to BE to experience and remember wo we are in this game called LIFE. It is infinite and the reason for continuing is for the love of, the FUN of, the experience of the game of LIFE through our soul's experience.

When we awaken and remember who we are in this game of LIFE, what is there to do next? BE who you are, BE the awakened consciousness that you are...and in BEing who you are, you assist all souls to R.E.S.T. (Re~member or experience the memory of, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) who they ARE (A Revolving Experience of, A Revolving Expression of GOD, the Gift Of Divinity that we all are). What also is next is that we are Spiritual Soul BEings of creation, thus, we are here to create as we are infinitely creating. Thus, what it next is to infinitely continually create and experience the beauty of our creation. In this way we create all that it is we desire to experience, feel, and express as an infinite expession of the GOD we ARE. We do this, we BE this, and we ARE this to enjoy, BEing IN JOY with LIFE infinitely. It is an infinite circle:)

May this wisdom and the wisdom within the Spiritual Treasure Chest called the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book bring forth to you the gift (Gift ~ Gifting Infinitely From Tao; Tao which is the Life Source Energy we all are and emanate from) of a way of BEing that is uplifting, inspirational, and full of Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience within your spiritual journey! :)

So until the next moment within The One Infinite Moment that we meet again, soul to soul, within the infinite circle of Spiritual Oneness, dearest friends…..This is Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea sharing with you "May your life experience be filled with infinite blessings of Absoulute Love, Infinite Light, Abundance, Peace, and Bliss always, In All Ways."

CWG The Movie! The Most Amazing Experience!

CWG The Movie! The Most Amazing Experience! Please Repost! Current mood:  loved Category: Life Please feel free to post this to share the light of the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book and of the CWG movie with all:) Dearest Friends ~ I just wish to share with you the most amazing experience I experienced this evening. As many of you may know and I wrote about here in my blogs before, I was to meet Neale Donald Walsch on my birthday and to see the CWG movie (Conversations With God the movie) as it was previewing premiering here in San Diego. The fact that this was all occurring on the day of my physical birth into this life experience called my birthday was a treat in and of itself. When I received the email through being a member of spiritual cinema circle since its inception (for all who are unaware of the spiritual cinema circle, I invite you to join and enjoy monthly spiritual movies that inspire you sent to your home each month, you can do so by visiting http://www.spiritualcinemacircle.com/?af=29204) (as I have been receiving emails about the release of the movie and knew about it for over a year now) As I have written before, many may be free from knowing this, but up and until a few weeks ago through my dearest friend Tim (thank you again SO much Tim for your gift of love), I was free from ever reading CWG. I have a couple of Neale's books which I bought and were free from ever opening (one of which I bought for my oldest son for him CWG for Teens and the other What God Wants) and although I have heard him speak before on radio shows, had seen and hosted the Indigo Movie and Into Me See movies and had even known about the release of CWG the movie through Spiritual Cinema Circle for over a year now and such, and when I listened to Neale speak through various radio shows and such it was free from being his words that inspired me in as much as it was the experience of remembering who I am within those words he spoke that gifted me with so much. Honestly I would need to go back and listen to the radio interviews (I think I may have saved one on my computer here) to listen to them again to take in the essence of the words spoken to know what it was he actually said, I do know that what he said within what I experienced within what he said was like a coming home, a remembering of my soul of who I am. Still, until just a few short earth dimensional weeks ago, I had been free from ever reading his books. Once the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book was published, something (God, Spirit) kept calling me to CWG and to Neale, although at the moment I was free from putting my finger on the why. Several moments I intended to pick up his books and read them, and yet got busy with the sharing of the light within the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book. That is until July 21st,2006, when I received Stephen's email through Spiritual Cinema that said that the CWG movie would be premiering in select cities (18 of them) before its release and to 'click here' for more information. My original thought that I thought was, Oh I will see if they will be here in San Diego, and if so maybe we will go….Upon coming to the screen and when I saw that Neale would be here in San Diego AND it was on my birthday, I just knew in that moment that I was being called being invited by God, by Spirit to be there to experience this and to gift Neale with a gift. Little did I know in that moment how transforming this whole journey would be for me, for Neale, and for all of us and the gifts given and received to me and through me, to Neale and through Neale, to Stephen and through Stephen, to and through us all from this experience. However, the experience of the CWG movie and the whole evening was the most amazing experience. The movie is AMAZING!! from the heart of the soul and well worth seeing. It gifts you with wisdom from the CWG books, but also gifts us with a side of Neale that so few of us know about his life experience here on this earth. If you are able to attend a preview before the release worldwide in theaters on October 27th and 28th (for preview tickets in your area please visit http://www.spiritualcinemanetwork.com/main.php?p=Tickets) I invite you and encourage you to do so. If you are unable to make a preview for any reason, GO SEE CWG when it comes out in the theaters on Oct 27th and 28th . It is SO worth it:) As I watched the CWG movie and listened to Neale and Stephen Simon speak afterward, and in meeting them afterward, I sat crying in tears of utter joy, so infinitely grateful to Neale, to Stephen and to God, to Spirit for the spiritual confirmation of all that I have channeled of the wisdom within the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book that I received through Neale through Neale and Stephen's words as they spoke to us after the movie, from within the movie, and within conversing with them both afterwards when meeting them one on one. So much of the CWG books, the movie, and the words that both Neale and Stephen spoke afterwards about their experiences mirror that of my experiences and that of what I write, and it was as if I was watching and experience through Neale and Stephen as if I were them and they were me. I am free from being able to describe it in words really but this best can share the experience through these words. As I wrote of before, when my mother heard I was receiving this gift for my birthday, she said "Wow that is great honey, you get to meet a famous author, a famous man" to which I said that it was free from being about meeting anyone famous, that it was about connecting spiritually soul to soul with another soul and sharing the energy and experience of life, of abSOULute love, the soulful love that we feel, experience, and express from within the heart of the soul. When Neale took my hand in utter gratitude for the words I spoke to him and then hugged me, it literally felt like I was coming home, coming home to Oneness and AbSOULute Love. This man is the kindest, gentlest, and most beautiful soul and the energy and love that emanates from him in his humbleness is astounding. I know this is so from within my soul as he is a mirror of me and I of him. Thus, what I see within Neale I know I see within the soul of my soul as well, thus is why the experience of coming home. I was coming home to my soul through Neale and he through me, and it was utterly beautiful. Words are free from expressing what occurred in those few brief earth dimensional moments this evening. I gifted Neale with the copies of my two books as my way of thanking him for all he has gifted me and what an amazing soul he his and how much I love him. For we share in the same experiences in that both of our parents in their own ways showed us of not loving so that we may both come to know abSOULute Love, the love we were experiencing in that moment we call time as last evening. I told him that in sharing my stories with him within the Stepping Into Spiritual Oneness book, that our books mirror each other in so many ways, and that God, that Spirit, had sent me, had invited me to come tonight to give him this gift of love, free from asking anything in return but to share in the experience of the love and the light. And for this I am infinitely grateful. And in that Neale thanked me and when he thanked me, it was a gratitude from the heart of the soul that I could feel resonate through me as if God, Spirit was speaking through us both in that One moment connecting us as One. I experienced a coming home when hugging and speaking with Stephen Simon as well. Stephen said that he was so happy to meet me and my family and hugged us all, just as Neale did. He said how happy he was to meet us and all who came who have been with Spiritual Cinema Circle. I explained to him that we have been with the Spiritual Cinema Circle since the beginning (I think we missed the first two months as we joined in its third month) and how we use these movies in our Spiritual Circles in our center within our home each week and how these movies have touched our lives in so many ways. I also shared with him of how I was lead here to be here in this moment with Neale and himself and that I knew with the inner wisdom of my soul being that we would be co~creating together in what we call as the near future for the book I have channeled through Spirit, through God is a mirror of CWG in so many ways. It is funny that many a times my former husband had asked me to cancel the subscription to Spiritual Cinema Circle because he was residing in that fear of "we can't afford it" and he would make statements such as "well, since we are really not using the movies as much this summer due to the heat and no air conditioning thus we are not doing our monthly Spiritual Cinema Movies Nights then we can just cancel it because we are not really using it". And in truth, I have come close to canceling it several times because of this, particularly when my ATM Credit Card that pulls the money out monthly from the account had expired back in June and I was to place another one in. I could have left it go and cancelled it that way. However, I was free from doing so and I kept telling him that there was a reason even if we were free from using the movies temporarily in the way he expected us to, that I was meant to keep the membership. And on July 21st that reason became clear. Listening to my intuitive guidance fro Spirit, from God is what brought me to Neale even when the illusion of my former husband saying cancel the membership out of his perceived fear was apparent. I know he may have seen it within his perception as me being defiant perhaps, however, it was free from defiance, but rather guidance and following that intuition even when other souls think "you are crasy" that kept us within the Spiritual Cinema. Listening and going with the flow of life and the wonderous miracles within it, gifting birth to life. The evening was miraculous, awe~inspiring, beautiful, and so full of love. I am infinitely grateful to Neale, to Stephen, to Spirit, to God, to all who brought us all together in this moment. It is a birthday experience that will remain within me infinitely. For in those moments I experienced the tearful Bliss, Joy, Awe, Wonder, Beauty, and AbSOULute Love of who I am through all of you. Thank you for a most extraordinary birthday gift of gifting birth to life and to the soul of who I am through you. In Infinite Gratitude, I Thank you and I love you all. So until the next moment within The One Infinite Moment that we meet again, soul to soul, within the infinite circle of Spiritual Oneness, dearest friends…..This is Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea sharing with you "May your life experience be filled with infinite blessings of Absoulute Love, Infinite Light, Abundance, Peace, and Bliss always, In All Ways."