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Monday, October 16, 2006

AbSOULute Love ~ Soulful Love

AbSOULute Love ~ Soulful Love
Current mood: AbSOULute Love
Category: AbSOULute Love Life
"Anything that we are free from loving,
we repeat until we resonate within
Absoulute Love for, of, in, and with" ~ The Universe

"Absoulute Love is All That Is ~ believe in it,
live it, embrace it, accept it, gift it, receive it ~
then watch it unfold like a beautiful rose as it
blooms in the dew of the spring. You are the
miracle that you have been waiting to occur,
as The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic
Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of
All That Is nestles you within its arms" ~ The Universe


"Absoulute Love is but the discovery of our soul within other souls
as we are One Soul and the delightment in the rememberings of the
light of who we are as that One Soul" ~ The Universe



The Core of the Soul ~
The Soul Remembering Through Life
Experience in Absoulute Love
~


Absoulute Love. It is the purest and simplest of Soul Rememberings we are gifted within this Life Experience here on this earth dimension. And yet, for so many souls, it is within our illusionary perception, appears to be the most difficult of all of the Soul Rememberings to treasure.

The questions can be asked then: What is this thing called Absoulute Love anyway? What is it that calls us to Absoulute Love? And why does Absoulute Love exist?

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing or Spirit has shared with me during my own initiations into what we call here on this earth dimension as Spiritual Ascended Mastery or Spiritual Oneness, that Absoulute Love is free from any definition, as it just IS. In attempting to describe what IS as Absoulute Love, it IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of the Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is. It is the ultimate experience and expression of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or All That Is. It is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss.

Absoulute Love, or as Spirit has gifted me with ~ Ab Soul ute Love is a feeling. It is the complete Soulful Love that we experience that is a feeling of soul fullness in love. As Spiritual Soul BEings in the Spiritual Universe, we are free from the experience of feeling as all is simply an all inclusive inner wisdom. This is one of the reasons then we choose to come to this earth dimension, to choose the experience of feeling. Absoulute Love is a feeling, a feeling that just is. Absoulute Love is a feeling free from e~motion.

The Call to Absoulute Love

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares that it is then once we have Remembered, Embraced, and Soulfully Treasured a Soul Remembering Through Life Experience and also embracing it and treasuring it through the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Forgiveness which gift us with Infinite 6ratitude, that we then return full infinite circle to the space of Absoulute Love for all, with all, and of all. Thus we are then treasuring the experience of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love.

What is it though that calls us to this feeling of Absoulute Love? If, as The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares with us that Absoulute Love, IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is, that it is the ultimate experience of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or with All That Is, that it is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss, then what is it that calls us to this so deeply within the soul?

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing reveals that what calls us to Absoulute Love is 6ratitude. What is 6ratitude? Have we really remembered within our soul what soulful 6ratitude really means on this earth dimension in this LIFE Experience? We have been "taught" that 6ratitude (The 'G' Infinite Circle of 6ratitude ~ which is that of the number 6 for the letter 'G' in 6ratitude for All That Is) is to say "thank you" when we receive a birthday gift or a Christmas gift or anything we deem or another soul deems as a gift. Spirit shares that there have been some very well meaning souls in our lives that when we were children "taught" us this. Spirit reveals though, that this way of BEing in 6ratitude is "taught" rather than remembered within the soul, meaning that it comes from an Ego Self of the Soul perception of obligation, expectation, and forceableness rather than from the 6ratitude that comes from deep within the soul. The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing imparts the wisdom that 6ratitude is a FEELing that is free from BEing "taught", that 6ratitude is a FEELing we FEEL from deep within the soul. We are free from BEing able to "teach" 6ratitude.

When 6ratitude is coming from a sense of obligation, expectation, and forceableness, that this form of 6ratitude resides within The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms that were "taught" or forced upon us as a child to believe, such as when another soul gifts us with for example a birthday or holiday gift, that we "should" say thank you whether we really feel it from within the soul or not because it is the "right" thing to do. Likewise, when we gift another soul a gift then, we "expect" that we are to receive some form of 6ratitude from that soul in the way of a verbal thank you, or a thank you card, or a phone call etc. This then goes back to the Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me. Spirit shares then that this form of 6ratitude that resides within The Ego Self of the Soul is 6ratitude that is illusionarily disguised within The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and of Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me, which simply what is is that this is free from being 6ratitude at all, that it is what is, and what is is the illusionary Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and of Who We Believe We Are is what other souls think of me and of what I expect from other souls and what they expect from me, rather than 6ratitude felt from deep within the soul.

Spirit souliloquizes that 6ratitude that comes from the heart of the soul is the 6ratitude that one FEELS from within when gifted a gift from a soul, beit a birthday present, a Soul Remembering, a physical gift or spiritual gift or a gift in any of its infinite forms. 6ratitude from the heart of the soul as a whole, is when we merge The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms of obligation, expectation, and forceableness into the Soul as a Whole, into the resonance of FEELING the awe, the wonder, the delightment within when another has gifted us with a gift, in whatever and in whichever of the infinite forms that it comes from. 6ratitude's essence comes from the heart of Absoulute Love, the soulful love that we FEEL that comes over us like a wave from the ocean, which gifts us with a washing over FEELing of Absoulute Love and thankfulness for this soul and the gift that they have gifted to us. This is the 6ratitude of and in Absoulute Love that what we call here on this earth dimension as manners is based upon. This is the 6ratitude that the very well meaning souls who attempted to "teach" us through The Ego Self of the Soul's Axioms were gifting us in this earth dimension of duality with the opposite of so that we may remember that of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude. This is the 6ratitude represented within the number 6 within an infinite cosmic circle that emanates from the soul expressed within it infinite forms and of which we brought forth to our first Life Experience here on Lemuria. This is the 6ratitude that Spirit speaks of that we reside within in Lemuria that we are in this moment invited to bring forth from Lemuria and gift it here on this earth dimension.

It is a FEELing that comes from within, a feeling we just FEEL, free from needing to be forced or cajoled. And if we are choosing to be free from feeling this Absoulute Love and 6ratitude when another soul gifts us a gift, then it is simply a reminder to us to get back in touch with this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude and in Absoulute Love ~ to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within Absoulute Love and 6ratitude from the heart and from the soul; two BEing as One as the heart of the soul the FEELing of awe, wonder, and delightment of another soul and the gifts that they gift to us. These are the manners then of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude of a FEELing that comes from within that we can gift and show other souls and to our children, two BEing as One as we are all the children of the Universe.

I was reminded of this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in 6ratitude and Absoulute Love when my oldest son received a birthday card from his grandmama and grandpa. The card came just a couple of earth dimension days after his physical birthday and he had been free from calling in the obligatory sense of calling to say 'thank you' for the card and the gift of monetary abundance that he received. My former husband over the course of the next five earth dimensional days had made a point of saying in several moments to my oldest son how he "should" call to say thank you. Chris being free from coming into that space of Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love for the gift received yet, free from FEELing this was choosing to be free from calling, as when he called he wished to do so free from a sense of obligation or expectation, but rather from FEELing it from within.

Intuitively I sensed this and I also sensed that my son's hesitation came from the perception that he perceived that this gift and card that was gifted to him came from a sense of obligation from his grandparents maybe experiencing the "have to's" of having to gift him with something simply because it was his birthday rather than it being a gift of Absoulute Love from the heart of their souls because they love him. Some moments when we are residing within this resonance of The Ego Self of the Soul of doubt, we are then unable to perceive that a gift may be gifted to us simply from Absoulute Love, but that we believe that it is gifted out of obligation or expectation. Some moments a gift can be gifted to us for both reasons, two BEing as One, from a sense of obligation and expectation that someone somewhere said we are to gift a present on a birthday and from a sense of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude of the heart of the soul. However, in whatever manner it is gifted is free from being the key, it is within the FEELing of Absoulute Love and Infinite 6ratitude that we FEEL when it is gifted or when we FEEL it from within whenever that may be in earth dimensional time, that we can then FEEL from within the desire to thank another soul for the gift.

As such, my son was free from coming into this resonance at that moment, and Aaron felt that he "should" be within this resonance immediately simply because he said so and because Chris should out of obligation and expectation because it is the "right" thing to do. Thus, former husband had what we would call as a huge Ego Fit over the matter. So much so that I kindly made the request for him to go take a drive to cool off. Within his Ego Fit he said things much like I would say within who I was choosing to BE before I to resonate within, R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within Spirit's wisdom of things like "You (meaning me) are not teaching them manners! What kind of parent are you?!" and "I am so sick of this sh~~!" and "It is always this way with you" and "You are just so perfect and it is always me who is the "bad guy"!" and so on.

Later, I calmly shared with my former husband as I did so calmly during this Ego Fit he was choosing to experience, that his reaction was an Ego Self of the Soul anger in response to automatic conditioned programming that he had been "taught" about what 6ratitude means rather than FEELing 6ratitude within Absoulute Love from the heart of the soul. That he was free from really being angry with Chris or me for that matter but from choosing to be within an illusion of experiencing upsetness within BEing shifted into a resonance that his soul is already within the inner wisdom of but that is free from shining forth to him because of his choice to remain within the forgetfulness of the Ego Self of the Soul. That by merging The Ego Self of the Soul's anger into the tool that it is, for us to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within The Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love and 6ratitude, that we Step Into Spiritual Oneness, we are then that Spiritual Oneness that comes to the inner wisdom that 6ratitude and Absoulute Love are felt from within the soul and when it is, it is then we can say the 'thank you' if we so choose as it then comes from Absoulute Love and 6ratitude rather than an Ego Self of the Soul expectation and obligation.

I even shared with him that I had sent his mom a Mother's Day card via email free from it being out of a sense of obligation or expectation, as he was unaware I had even done so, and that I did so from a resonance of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude to his mum for the gift that she is and for the gift that she gifts me with in each moment ~ that of the beautiful soul that she is and that of her son whom I Absoulutely Love so dearly. I sent this card free from ever expecting a 'thank you' or an obligatory card back or any expectation of illusionary recognition from him, which was why I was free from saying anything. I sent this in Absoulute Love and 6ratitude free from expecting anything in return, which Spirit shares that when we gift another soul with a gift in any of its infinite forms that we choose to freely, free from expecting anything in return and free from expecting any form of recognition for gifting such a gift, as seeking recognition resides within The Ego Self of the Soul of an 'I am better than you are, look at me' resonance.

I was free from ever receiving that official obligatory 'thank you' from my former husband's mum and I was grateful for this as well because within Multi~Dimensional traveling (which Spirit shares the wisdom within the Spiritual Treasure Gift (Chapter) in Infinity of the "how" to Multi~Dimensionally travel so that we may be able to see free from The Ego Self of the Soul's have to's of having to see with the physical eyes something), seeing her smiling face as she read this card was all of the 6ratitude I desired. I was free from The Ego Self of the Soul's need to 'have to' see physically her appreciation and 6ratitude for this gift, for I experience within me the inner knowing and inner wisdom that within her soul that she is grateful for the gift that I gifted her. This Soul Remembering, the gifting of this card to his mum and the event that was occurring within our home that earth dimensional evening in and of itself is a gift, with the wisdom that I was bringing forth to him, to my children and to all in this moment who are reading this is free from about me being "better than" any other soul. It comes from the inner wisdom of the soul that we all share, that is being brought forth from Spirit through me for all to share in delightment, wonder, awe, Absoulute Love and 6ratitude if we so choose to .

Within this event occurring, I was also reminded too of Bubbe (my former husband's grandmother) whom while she was physically here on this earth dimension within physical presence would always say that if the kids, as she called our children, were free from wishing to come over and gift her a hug or a kiss or a thank you that this was ok as she understood as she would say 'I do not desire them to feel obligated, I desire them to come over because they desire to, not because I desire them to or anyone else desires them to. Just seeing them, seeing their faces light up, that they are happy and enjoying life when I give them a gift or when they are in my presence is all I desire to see to know that they are happy and that they enjoy the gift and enjoy life".

I also shared with him Spirit's wisdom that we are free from being able to force another soul to FEEL within them Absoulute Love and 6ratitude, or something from within them that they are choosing to be free from feeling. That if and when they so choose to feel this from within them, that so they shall. It is free from being up to us to force or cajole this as this creates the illusion of taking away a soul's Divine Free Choice, and that we are free from ever 'taking away' another's Divine Free Choice unless they choose unconsciously or consciously to gift it to us. And that in this case, since my son was choosing to be free from gifting this to my former husband, that it is within my son's choice when he so chooses to feel this and if he so chooses to feel this then he shall. That I am free from 'having to' "teach" him anything, that manners are designed to remind us of what it within our soul. And by modeling this FEELing of Absoulute Love and 6ratitude when my former husband or I receives a gift and also letting them know of Spirit's wisdom is all Aaron or I can or any one soul can do or BE for another soul to share what Absoulute Love and 6ratitude FEELS like.

However, it is up to my son, as well as, up to all souls to choose to FEEL this, all we can do and BE is modeling this for another soul. And if another soul chooses to be free from remembering, embracing, and treasuring this, that I nor Aaron nor any one soul can force another soul to do or be so. And that if our children choose to be free from feeling this within or anything within their soul; that it is free from being a reflection of who we are choosing to BE as a Spiritual Soul BEing. It is a reflection of that if we are choosing to be within The Ego Self of the Soul's e~motions of upset or angry over these illusionary axioms of expectation and obligation that it is then a reflective reminder invitation to us from Spirit to go within to see what it is that we are free from being thankful for in the moment within our own LIFE and to choose to be in 6ratitude for.

The inner wisdom from Spirit is that they invite us to begin this infinite circular cycle of 6ratitude by taking a moment to BE thankful for everything in our LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience): from the blade of grass….… to the seed and the earth dimensional dirt that created that blade of grass……. to the water that refreshes that blade of grass ……. to the sun that helps that grass to grow……. to the soul whom mows that blade of grass……. to the lawn mower that assists that soul to mow that blade of grass……. to the nuts and bolts that go into creating that lawn mower so that the a soul can mow the grass……. to the souls whom make those nuts and bolts....... And so forth. Spirit invites us to view all of LIFE, every detail, even what we deem here as the illusion of "bad" things in 6ratitude. For The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing says that even within the of illusion of something that is perceived within this earth dimension perception of duality as "good" or "bad", "right" or "wrong", there is 6ratitude, as events are just as all things are rememberings ~ Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that we are being invited to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within while we are here on this earth dimension; Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that we chose to come here to learn before we incarnated on this earth dimension.

6ratitude for all, including what it is we desire gifts birth to its' creation even before in earth dimensional time that its creation occurs. When we say "I am 6rateful for the abundance, Absoulute Love, Bliss (and so on) in my life" activates this that we desire, placing what we desire into passionate dobeingness, into action, creating it even before we see it within this earth dimension we call a reality. When we are within a resonance that what we desire is already and always with us and within us, then our statement, our intention, our prayer, our manifestation is then one of Infinite 6ratitude for what IS, for what it is that we already and always experience.

When I received this channeled wisdom from Spirit, it was gifted to me along with the remembering of when I was a child, that my mum would often ask us to do something such as the dishwasher by saying to us "Thank you for doing the dishwasher" or "Thank you for taking care of the dishes". To which of course we would respond "But mom, we have not done anything yet", to which she would say "I know". And yes, indeed she did know. She knew with the inner wisdom that of what Spirit shares with us here that by gifting thanks for that of which we already and always have, just as my mom gifted thanks to us for doing dishes that appeared to be free from being done, actually activated the process for this to be so in her experience and other souls experiences as well.

We have all met souls within infinite form from a flower who gifts us with its beauty or a soul in physical form who has gifted our soul back to us in reflection of who they are BEing, and infinitely other souls who have had a profound effect on our life experience. Meeting them has transformed us in some way. These souls have in some way assisted us to develop some potentials of awareness or potentials of consciousness. Think of a soul within any infinite form who has been this for you. Do you still feel 6ratitude? What you have been gifted with continues to be a creative gifting force within our lives as long as we choose to experience it as a continued sense of 6ratitude and an Absoulutely loving response to it. This keeps it active, this keeps it alive. Therefore Absoulute Love and 6ratitude are free from being "only" a momentary thing that we do when we are gifted a birthday present or anything. 6ratitude and Absoulute Love are infinite and ever present which is what creates it as such a gift! Hence we can be and are within Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love infinitely as an ever constant present or presence.

Falling in Absoulute Love, whether it be with another soul as a friend or a romantic relationship, or whether it is the falling in Absoulute Love with a flower or a tree or anything and everything ~ falling in Absoulute Love is a remembering of what it FEELS like to BE that very Spiritual Soul BEing expressed within the infinite form of the very thing we are in Absoulute Love with. Spirit shares that we may be free from BEing consciously aware of this, but this is what it means to fall in Absoulute Love, to fall 'in love' as we call it. Thus, we are infinitely falling in Absoulute Love continuously, instantaneously, and simultaneously with All That Is expressed within its infinite forms of another Spiritual Soul BEings in physical form, a dog, a chair, a show or movie we watch, anything and everything, even our soul! Falling in Absoulute Love with our soul is free from resonating within an Ego Self of the Soul resonance of conceit. Falling in Absoulute Love with our soul is just as Absoulute Love IS ~ it IS an atmosphere or ambiance of the purest form of the Infinite resonance of feeling in Spiritual Oneness that there is. It is the ultimate experience and expression of Spiritual Oneness with LIFE and with Ah Ti or All That Is. It is the Ah! Or the Awe of Infinite Spiritual Oneness Bliss and of experiencing this within our soul.

Spirit conveys that once we are consciously aware of and participate consciously within FEELing (which is where the FUN or FEELing Universal kNowledge emanates from) this resonance of Absoulute Love, then it is natural to BE within Infinite 6ratitude and Absoulute Love in All, for All, of All and with All, and to see all of the Absoulute Love and 6ratitude that is already in our LIFE, as we are Absoulute Love and 6ratitude infinitely and Absoulute Love and 6ratitude is us infinitely, two BEing as One. It is this resonance of 6ratitude that calls us to Absoulute Love and that Absoulute Love calls us to 6ratitude within an infinite cosmic circle of The Universal Source of All That Is. The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing asks ~ When the Absoulute Love through 6ratitude phone rings though, will we answer the call?

Gifting & Receiving Absoulute Love

For some of the souls here on this earth dimension, we are able to gift Absoulute Love what we perceive as easily to other souls. Spirit says that there are moments in which we perceive we are gifting Absoulute Love but it is in the form of the disguise of conditions, or expectations of how we think other souls should be. This form of gifting is that of conditional love, whereby if the soul acts or is being within how we think they should be within our perception, then we gift that soul love. If they are being something other than what we deem in our perception that they are "supposed to" be, then we attempt to provide the illusion of "withholding" our love.
For the souls whom have Remembered, Embraced, and Soulfully Treasured this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love, then this Absoulute Love is an constant flowing resonance that they choose to BE in, a way of BEing, a way of LIFE. Receiving and giving are One in the co~creative forces of the Universe and of LIFE. It is from this sense of 6ratitude that we are in Ah! Or Awe! with, for, and of LIFE when we are resonating in a resonance of Absoulute Love. When we are within this ambiance of Absoulute Love that it is seamlessly, effortlessly flowing from within our soul to other souls to the Universe and then comes again to us in a continuous circle or cycle of Absoulute Love.

For the souls whom live in the perception of an axiom that Absoulute Love was free from ever being shown to them in their lives here on this earth dimension, these souls choose The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole" of choosing the illusion of "withholding" their Absoulute Love. I should know this phenomenon quite well, as I once chose to BE this soul. The illusionary reason that I chose to reside within the illusion of "withholding" gifting Absoulute Love was because I felt that I was unworthy of receiving it, and if I was unworthy of receiving it, then why should anyone else receive it, especially from me. This was what I believed within The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole" when I chose to live in the illusion that I was separate, disconnected from every soul, from everything. As Spirit writes of within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Choice, there was a moment in my Life Experience here where I 'decided' or cut off all possibility of Absoulute Love in my LIFE. As a part of the game of LIFE, I 'decided' while resonating within The Ego Self of the Soul "Rabbit Hole", that I was 'not good enough or worthy enough' to receive Absoulute Love. For me, this occurred when I was six earth dimensional years old. When I was six earth dimensional years old, I was a great speller of the earth dimension's English language and had won the spelling bee at school. I came home with a certificate saying I won and my mother was very proud of me and happy and she said "You should show this to your father when he gets home".

Now as an adult, spiritually speaking, I recognize in this moment that my father is the type of person that when he comes home, his form of meditation to wind down from what he considers to be a 'long day at work' is to sit down in front of the tele in his favorite chair, read the mail, and just veg out, as his form of meditation. But as a six year old, whom had been on this earth dimension for such as short amount of what we call as earth dimension time, I was free from knowing and understanding this wisdom, as coming from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is that we are and emanate from, we are free from this concept as all is inclusively One sense of inner wisdom and this is who I was choosing to BE as a six year old having been free from discovering and embracing completely the earth dimensional duality Ego Self of the Soul. So when I came running into the room just after dad had come home that earth dimensional night and was in his chair looking at the mail with his meditative focus on that, and me waving my certificate around, he was free from even ever acknowledging me. It was then and there in that moment that I realized the earth dimensional duality Ego Self of the Soul perceiving itself as separate, that said I was 'not good enough' ~ not good enough to receive his Absoulute Love, and therefore, I must not be worthy of receiving any Absoulute Love. From that moment on I set out in my life to "prove" that I was 'not good enough'.

Therefore, when events would occur to bring forth a Soul Remembering, such as the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love through events such as kids picking on me at school or this soul would not play with me or be my friend, rather than choose to R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within the Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience, I would experience the thoughtenergy to myself of (and some moments in an Ego Fit Rabbit Hole tantrum out loud) "SEE! Look at what THEY did, SEE I am not good enough, see they will not be my friend or they pick on me etc..." Later in life it was with my former husband who was then my boyfriend, when we were physically separated when I became pregnant with my son and he was in the illusion of believing that he was free from being ready to be a father, again rather than R.E.S.T. (Remember, Embrace, and Soulfully Treasure) within this Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love, it was "See I am not good enough, he left me".

Thus, from the moment of being that six year old, I began to prove over and over again within The Ego Self of The Soul perceiving myself as separate from in Absoulute Love and from All That Is, that I was 'not good enough'. For many earth dimensional years I became quite skilled at playing the role of the illusionary victim and seeking out other souls to bring with me into The Ego Self of the Soul Rabbit Hole that I was choosing to create. In fact, I became so good at it that I had a friendship with a soul at one moment in my LIFE in which, our sole or Soul Purpose for being friends, our Soul Purpose for being brought together was for us to spend money and to sit while our children played together and have Ego Self of the Soul Rabbit Hole fits about our perception of how horrible our husbands were and how horrible life is and so on! In essence, for many earth dimension years I was living my life as a six year old! It was when I went through a weekend spiritual seminar that began the five year earth dimension period of what we call here as the initiation of Ascended Mastery or Spiritual Oneness, in which I would choose to remember continuously many Soul Rememberings Through Life Experience that would gift to me the rememberings of the soul for who I am BEing in this moment.

The Illusion That We Are Separate From Absoulute Love

Spirit shares with us that we somehow fear and believe that we are "unworthy enough" to receive Absoulute Love and it is this axiom within the soul that we seem to choose to call our own, as we hold onto this axiom as if it is ours that we are unconscious to that keeps us from knowing, experiencing, gifting, and receiving Absoulute Love which is why events occur in our LIFE, to awaken and re~awaken us to remember the Soul Rememberings that we have chosen to forget as a part of playing this game of LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience).

It is within the believing in this axiom of "I am unworthy of Absoulute Love" Spirit imparts, that has us create a perceptional illusion of proving over and over again that we are unworthy. So just as who I once was choosing unconsciously to BE, we seek out relationships and events to prove that illusion of The Ego Self of the Soul that says that we are indeed separate from every soul, separate from All That Is, and unworthy of Absoulute Love. It is that we somehow believe that we are something other than always, in All Ways connected that causes us to experience the illusionary perceived e~motional disconnection, which is what then causes the illusional e~motional discontent or dis~ease, a being free from BEing at ease within, to occur.

The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing shares with us that the reason that we experience the e~motion at moments like we are encased in a shell in our LIFE is because we feel that somehow we are disconnected from other souls and disconnected from All That Is, from the Universal Source that we came from and emanate from, which creates an illusion that we have a disconnection within us, with our soul. It is just that mere illusion that we are somehow other than The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is that we are and emanate from and that we are disconnected and unloved, that keeps us experiencing the e~motion that we are something other than connected. And it is our choice to stay in the illusion of disconnection that keeps us from being connected, from being All That Is or to step into and BE what we already and always, In All Ways, are ~ Spiritual Oneness and Absoulute Love.

BEing Absoulute Love

How do we shift this? How do we come to a resonance of Absoulute Love? As Spirit invited us earlier, they share that it is through 6ratitude that we are Absoulute Love. However, in being in 6ratitude within an illusionary 'seeking out' Absoulute Love in this way, Spirit says we tend to look outward for Absoulute Love rather than inward. Thus in this shifting into a resonance of Absoulute Love, the shift comes from within. It is seeing ourselves as worthy, valuable, Absoulutely Loveable (Loveable meaning able to be Absoulute Love) within our soul. We are worthy of relationships that genuinely honor the light of who we are. We deserve all of the wonder and the awe of All That Is in the Universal for this Life Experience.

Why do we deserve this? Why does Absoulute Love exist? Because this is the very essence of who we and emanate from. Because we emanate from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and we are The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love, therefore we are free from BEing anything other than Absoulute Love. This Absoulute Love for our soul is free from resonating within a resonance of The Ego Self of the Soul perceiving itself as separate and in Axiom with that Absoulute Love of our soul is somehow selfish or conceited. It comes from an inner wisdom in knowing that we are all Divine BEings coming from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and is of, for, with, in and BEing Divine Absoulute Love.

How can we BE this? The Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing brings forth the wisdom that it is within the enlightenment that shows us that since we emanate from The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love and we are The Pure Consciousness of the Cosmic Infinite Circle of the Universal Source of All That Is which resides within Absoulute Love, then how can we be anything other than already and always, In All Ways, connected to Spirit and receiving their guidance clearly, and how can we be anything other than Absoulute Love? Spirit invites us to BE that of who we are, BE Absoulute Love ~ BE ever presently seeing the beauty and the Absoulute Love within us and let it shine from within us just like a beacon of light from a lighthouse.

Appreciate how wonderfully beautiful you are, as you are an expression of the Divine light. Breathe this in, take a deep breath in and feel this message fill your soul, your spirit. Feel the beautiful light of who you are as it flows from just about a foot above the diadem or crown of the head, all the way through the physical body to the feet, and then all the way to your heart center which is where the soul resides and then encircling your aura. Truly know with a deep sense of inner knowing, inner wisdom and truly feel with the feeling that comes from the very depth of your soul, getting in touch with every part of your soul remembering that of what your soul already does know and is within infinite all inclusive wisdom of but has chosen to forget in coming here to play this game called LIFE ~ that free from any shred of doubt, free from any hesitation, that you are a radiant Beacon of Infinite Light and Absoulute Love, an expression of Divine Absoulute Love, Infinite Light, and Beauty, and that you are All That Is.

Spirit invites us to nurture the spiritual child within us, the spiritual child of our soul. They say that within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love that the reason that we may experience the illusion of having trouble embracing our own inner spiritual child with Absoulute Love is that we in The Ego Self of the Soul create the illusion of fear, that we somehow fear the bliss that comes from BEing Absoulute Love. That we fear that we can BE, gift, and receive Absoulute Love and that if we are to take that one step, just that one step into Spiritual Oneness, stepping into and gifting that Absoulute Love to our inner child of our soul, that our light will come beaming through, and that it is the Infinitely Spiritual Soul BEing of Light that we are that we are illusionally fearful of.
Within The Ego Self of the Soul perceiving ourselves as separate our deepest fear is free from being that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are ambrosial beyond measure. It is our light, rather than The Ego Self of the Soul that we perceive that frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, All wise and all knowing, talented, and magnificent?" Actually, why are we free from BEing so? We are an inner child of the Spiritual Oneness of All That Is. We will be free from serving and gifting the Universe, all within the Universe, and all within this earth dimension by playing the game of BEing small.

Enlightened we are free from living in the illusion of shrinking our spirit, shrinking our soul, so that other souls will be free from experiencing the e~motion of BEing insecure around us .We are all meant to shine, just as children do. We are born to co~create the awe~inspiring beauty of Absoulute Love, of All That Is that is within us, simply because this is who we are. This is why we chose to incarnate here ~ to experience, to gift, to receive, to remember that of the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Absoulute Love. Spirit or Divine Consciousness dwells within our soul. It is the essence of LIFE (Living Infinitely From Experience) and we always, in All Ways, have an unbroken lifeline to the Universal Source of which we emanate from, regardless of how small or dim that connection we may perceive it within The Ego Self of the Soul as separate to illusionarily be.

Would we ask a flower to be something other than a flower? A flower is a flower because this is what is, a flower. We are free from being able to ask it or make it be a tree or a mountain. And if we understand this, then we can understand that who we are is an Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing of Infinite Absoulute Love in Spiritual Oneness with all, of all, in all and for all. And who are we to ask or pretend to be something that we are free from being? This is that of the hypnocrite that Spirit write of within the Soul Remembering Through Life Experience in Choice, that of attempting to be something we are free from being. Infinitely Spiritual Light BEing of Infinite Absoulute Love in Spiritual Oneness with all, of all, in all and for all is free from being just within some of us; it is within every soul. And as we let our own light shine, we consciously gift other souls the gift of choosing to BE the same. As we are liberated from our own illusionary fears blending The Ego Self of the Soul into the Whole of our Soul, into Spiritual Oneness, our presence automatically liberates other souls with whom we touch, move, and inspire by and with our inner light.

It is when we choose the choice to know within our inner wisdom that we are worthy of receiving Absoulute Love that then the channel is opened and we see, feel, and BE Absoulute Love within the infinite forms as it reveals itself to us, as the illusion that we are disconnected and unable to receive has then fallen away, leaving us with the connection to Spirit to All That Is, to the pure joy and bliss of Absoulute Love.

Spirit invites us then to choose that we are good enough and we are worthy to receive their guidance and to receive Absoulute Love simply because we have taken a view of all other possibilities and choose then that we are worthy of spirits guidance and Absoulute Love, because we are All That Is, because we come from All That Is. And if we come from All That Is, then how can we be anything less than worthy of receiving Absoulute Love from Spirit and from all the plethora of forms it comes in. We are worthy of Absoulute Love because we are Absoulute Love.

Absoulute Love is inviting you to experience all that this Absoulute Love has in store for you. Do you accept love's invitation? We hope you do.

Gifting, Receiving, and BEing Absoulute Love calls us to open our heart and LIFE to all the gifts waiting for us that this Absoulute Love has to gift. It gifts us with the treasure of Infinite Soulful Bliss and Spiritual Oneness. Thank you for receiving the Absoulute Love of the Universe so generously in this moment. Welcome to the heart of the soul of Absoulute Love. Life is an experience, free from being about arriving at a destination. So too, is Absoulute Love a journey, free from being about arriving at destination, as we already are Absoulute Love.

Keep shining your light as you are SO beautiful dearest friends:)

May your life be filled with many blessings of Absoulute Love (soulful love ~ Ab SOUL ute Love), Infinite Light, Peace, & Bliss always, In All Ways.

~Lady Nenari, Princess of the Sea